mOrNiNg bAbY

Kanuvu endru nenaithen, Killi parthen

Piragu therinthathu athu kanuvilum nee irukum sugam endru

Kalai veyil azhagai melinthu melinthu vanthathum

enakul ozhinthu iruntha antha yekkam vanthathu

Azhagai ne darisanam kuduthai , oru parvayal

yen santhoshtharku adutha inbathai thanthai

Ithanai naal kaduvulin anbai pin thodarnthen

anaal avar anbai un idam sezhuthi ulagum engum parava soli vitar

Azhagiya rakshasiye, kadavilin anbil oru thuzhi enaku tha

Athil un anbai serthuvidu, athu pothum intha jenmarthin destiny adainthuviduven

Kaalai vazhthukal, yenai par , yen kangalai par.... yen prarthanaigal unai sutri varum...

When I grew up all I knew was people. People a collective word indeed. All around me people , my childhood surrounded by endless number of aunts uncles and grandparents and siblings, then the college with 1000 people around me every moment. My workplace gave me the beauty of working with so many people unscathed by cabins and caves, but still i survived and went around the place with a glee in my face. When I reached UK I met people again , people who were not from my country and impostors then I did not feel insecure and strange.

Then I met yu, an storm , a hurricane , a tornado, a cyclone, a Tsunami, an Earthquake, the disaster which world wud shudder.... every bit of these hit me . I felt a loner creep inside me, i never realised how much of lonelier I became the 10 hours of yur sleep. I never want anything in this world than pray god for the 10 hours to go as quickly as it can. These 10 hours made all the people I knew wearing caps and silhouette . For when I see the dawn and you I realise the potential and the speed of my heartbeat. My doctor said its bad for the heartbeat to go anywhere beyond 80, but what the crap, its 1000 already. The morning so beautiful yet missing yur loveliest smile which can shudder my headache to pieces.

All the life I have been with people and 10 hours I try to rest in piece but in vain and i go insane. Please beloved lord , Beg yu to give the people a name, let all the people who cross the roads with me be named as my baby, let them be my baby.

Very good morning sweetie, days and nights I spend praying for my little girl to grow up, but she did grow up hard enuf for me to realise how big she is , yet so little at heart.

forever

Please only a few more days, I will be gone forever, let my love unleash and take me with yu...else let the only thing take away be my death.... All I dream is of the love in me...am an idiot.....sweet baby... yu make me cry for i cant live without yu... i will end my life soon, this agony killing me.....come to me before i leav this world

gone

:( :( .... Was supposed to be going to US to meet my girlfriend, next couple of weeks later. But unfortunate set of events turned out and got cancelled. The thought I cant see her face is killing me. I have been imagining to see her face and touch her cheeks ....everything has fallen apart.

Every other dream of holding her hand while i buy an ice cream for her is gone, melted :( . The love untold, this was the first time I would her knelt down with bunch of roses and propose to her. She wud have been delighted,excited and blissful, because she wanted that way...all her life to some one to express their love.

I was supposed to be Mickey and she was supposed to be Minnie, we were supposed to go over to Disneyland, Hollywood in LA . Lord had some other plans for this it seems! I wanted to live king size that week, but all I got was a beggar with not even a pinch of her love.

Love happens just once...rest is just life :(

Seeing her cry was the biggest let sorrow, it was like piercing myself with the sword, why did she hav to be so cute , I cant think anyting else, shit. .... i wanna see her just once..not more!! Please sweet god!

she....20 May

My kido is very sweeeeetish... she today had her beauty dripping, and i tried to catch it.... but unfortunately am in the other part of world and technology has not improved so much :(

doesnt matter, we are planning to meet in LA for disney and hollywood, i get to c her wear the skirts and pretty tops, she wud luk like an angel who has come to floor me by her beauty....a sight to behold , only imagining i can see the whole of LA gaping at my doll.

Anyways me the last laugh, today she said when she meets me she wud hold my hand and walk and also feed me from taco bells and subway. wowow i cant imagine that :( ll jump and go nuts........ she is one crazy messenger of cupid, come to kill me with her eyes and beauty.

one day i want to tel her wat i think of her breathtaking eyes and beauty...wish i cud... only if she were in my reach

love and blabber

" Love is sweet as chocolate,

Nectar of Honeyyyy

Bed of thorns

Rose of pricks

Sweet as my girl

All this, the loss of love is fear , Love happens once a lifetime, the rest you carry along until death is nothing but misery and the thoughts of her! I am happy to live by the thoughts , for thoughts the only matter which cannot be taken from me !

19 may- she

my princess wore short brown t shirt and a 3/4th. Her hair bore the looks of a cute teddy, cuter than the small panda dolls. Her golden cheeks glowed in the beautiful summer light and i wanted to pull them apart gently.

Her sweet lip glosses made the cherry bitten lips very rose and looked sweetest! I wish she wud come near me and whisper the golden words in my ever longing thirsty ears. Hope is all I have

There she goes to work with the crap man in the university, who does nothing but ogles and flirts with girls, when i ask her not to wear she shrugs of lazily , never understanding what the ass fellow's intention and his sight wud be.

Am sepearated by miles to take care of my darling, so never a smile and am not worth! ho boy am such a cipher and a lunatic....

Love yu baby, yu are all i got... the more yu depart from me , the more i see the knot of death

18may...

18 May 2010

I live by my girl's sight. Today i pulled up an unusual fight. The male vultures in this world never have satisfication with porn and they always want a peep in the hole. I dont want any of these pussy crazy assholes to have even the dreams of whirl at my goddess.

She is an angel more beautiful than the purest form of angels in the sky. Her skin has the golden honey which gives any living man the goosebumps. So i ask her not to wear the hep sleevless and short hand t shirts. I meant to be sarcastic though am aware she is the better judge of two, she didnt like it. Shit

I live 10k miles away from her pretty sight and i did not know how and what the gaping boys around her stare at.. :( ! please sweet lord let the eyes of the sore fucker go blind.

My goddess is the mix of chocolate and rose, the morning spring can easily make her divine looking and dwell in beauty, which can make any man on earth to ogle at her. She wont listen... and am stupid to tel her not to wear skirts and 3/4ths.... I wish i can wrap her around my waist and take her everywhere i go.

Please baby.. for i love you for god's sake... dont go away... talk to me :(